Sometimes people are so afraid of losing they forget to enjoy every second the have to spend with people. I am so guilty of this when it comes to this boy. I constantly worry he might find someone else or that he won’t be interested anymore because of things that have happened in the past with other people. He has made me his world and would really and truly do anything for me but sometimes I still doubt him. Here’s to appreciating what you have and not bringing things people have done in the past into new relationships. The 7 months I’ve been his girlfriend have been amazing and have made me realize I only had to be with everyone before to get some life experience because this is going to be forever.
Here it goes. The countdown till summer and needing to get into shape for that bikini weather. So a new year a new diet of course.
Today is day 1 And it hasn’t been so bad except for when I walked into work this morning and kids were eating McDonald’s breakfast that wasn’t that good of a time. And not only am I eating differently I am also going to the gym Monday to Thursday. Unfortunately I hate going by myself but sometimes my friends like to flake because obviously there are more fun things to do than go to the gym but lucky me Jameson said he needs to start going to the gym too so we are going to try and motivate each other and I am going to start cooking more healthy dinners starting tonight with a buffalo chicken salad that my stepmom makes that is delicious. I need to get in shape for the summer not just for bikini weather but also because I might be going to Europe for a little while in which case I would be taking tons of pictures and would need to be looking thin in all of them. :] I’m going to use this blog to kind of talk about the greats and gripes about this new healthy lifestyle change I am attempting to make. Good luck to me. :]
It’s ridiculous that me and Jameson live together and still I miss him and want him to come home when I don’t see him all day. I worked so early this morning and so we only had like twenty minutes to hang out then I had to go back to work and now he’s at work and all I want to do is lay around with him. Oh god this is ridiculous.
It’s that time of year.
New years resolution time.
I’m a little behind schedule because I’ve been super sick but better late then never.
So there is…
1.make the gym part of my schedule
2.take more pictures
3.be more independent I was on this when I first moved out and then Jameson came into the picture and I like to make him do everything with me haha. I need to get off that.
4.read more
5. Keep at least a 3.0 in school
6. Do something adventurous at least once a month
And last but not least save money so I can go on a trip to Hawaii this summer because I miss it so very much!!!!
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